| Hey readers it's 2:45AM and I just got back from the clubs in Houtson for this Sorority Party called "Sleepwear if you dare..." at Club Next. It was alright. I'll admit all the ass and titties was nice to look at around the club since the girls were in sleepwear, but man I gotta say I felt pretty dorky in my jammies. I'm am not a very good looking guy, but I know I'm also not fuck ugly cause I got turned down all night. I tried to ask 4 girls if they wanted to have a drink and that I'm buying, but that didn't work. Then on the dance floor, I was just dancing with Thai's cousin and doing my thang and then just turned around and backed my ass up (man I can't believe I'm describing it this way) and then the girl behind me thought I was trying to grind with her and gave me a disgusted look and moved away. I was like WTF the thought never crossed my mind to dance with your ugly ass at all I was doing my thang with someone else stupid bitch. So after all those failures I just decided to just sit around and jam out to the music. I would occasionally bust a move but I mostly took a backseat to it all. My highlight of the night was having a short conversation with this really hot Asian girl in black lingere and it went like this
*posts up next to me*
ME: Why aren't you dancing?
HER: Oh I've been dancing all night, I'm just taking a break right now. What are you doing?
ME: Oh I'm just watching
HER: Is that what you do? Just watch?
ME: Oh no no no, I dance just not very well. I was dancing earlier but having a chick give you a disgusted face while you're dancing can bring down a person's self esteem
HER: Hahaha oh it's alright I just dance up on random girls and some get scared so I just move on and keep dancing
ME: Well I really don't believe a pretty girl like you would have anyone be scared to dance with guy or girl
HER: Hahahah
*slide away from eachother and she gets back on the dance floor*
Yea I know I'm pretty pathetic, but that's how my night went. All this makes me come to realize is that, like my title says, clubbing is not for me. I mean AT ALL. I'm sure it would be a lot more fun if I had more friends come, especially my girlfriends. Other than that, the whole going and picking up chicks randomly is not my thing at all. I don't have the looks, personality, and confidence to be able to pick up a chick randomly and like grind on her. In all honesty...I'm a really boring person. I enjoy sitting at home playing a good video game, watching movies, reading up on superheroes, playing with my friend's niece Ava, playing tag with the kids at work, karaoke, and eating out. I don't like the whole party scene all too much, hookah, drinking till the point of not remembering the night before, drugs, and etc.
That's all the stuff I learned from tonight though. Just I have to accept that yea I'm fine with being a boring person and that the clubs is the last place I wanna be. It didn't help me deal with the break up much at all. It just passed time and made me more sexually frustrated in all honesty.
Anyways goodnight readers, Sorry if all this wasted your time, I just haven't written a blog in a long time and had a lot to say |
